February 2012
8 posts
In a perfect world, I would be done with school, have a great job, Matt and I would be living together, and I would be happy. Most importantly, we would be happy.
I am tired!
-I’m tired of coming back to my dorm and smelling the stench of the sex my roommate just had
-I’m tired of seeing my roommate with her boyfriend EVERY FUCKING DAY, when I rarely get to see mine.
-I’m tired of how fucking loud everyone in this dorm is
-I’m tired of being tired.
So, I just found out that my Dad’s business might shut down, most likely within the year if things don’t turn around. Our family has been through this scare before (right after 9/11) and things turned around, so I’m hoping that the universe has some luck left for my father and his family run business.
That awkward moment when
you think its safe to fart in the library, and then someone comes and sits down at your table so you have to hold it in till they leave…
….That’s where I’m at right now.
bad decisions..
so, I let my roommate cut my hair this week because I wanted a change and she has her hairdressers license and she was willing to do it for free. Now I wish I wasn’t so quick to get me hair cut because I miss my long bangs and the new short ones are uneven and obnoxious. damn it.
“All I wanna do is gunshot gunshot gunshot cash register noise.”
– Sylvia Plath (via incorrectsylviaplathquotes)
Happy Anniversary Love
I miss you far more than anyone around me understands
January 2012
1 post
December 2011
12 posts
A Little girl, 3 yrs. old picked up by a man...
“If you focus on what you left behind, you’ll never be able to see what...”
– Ratatouille
As tumultuous as this year has been, I’m sad to see it go. I’m another year older and hopefully a bit wiser. The love I have for my family and friends has not only increased, but it has strengthened. I am so blessed, and even though I’ve had to give up on a few dreams and rearranged my plans this year, overall it was a good one. Here’s to a new year and a new beginning....
Merry Christmas!!
Santa was good to me this year, I am truly blessed. Gonna post gift pics later.
Self confident...
Or should I say lack there of. I’ve been trying to see the beauty within me, but I am at a loss. I don’t like a thing about myself. I wish I was thinner, taller, prettier, and happier.
Help?
I really need a new way of downloading free music that yields hefty results. Anyone got any suggestions? You’d be saving my ass!
A little self pep-talk.
Alright Miranda, get up. stop waiting for things to happen and make them happen. You more than anyone else knows that things don’t just fall into your lap. You want a job, go get one. You want a purpose, go make one. You alone is the only thing holding you back. You are lucky to have the support of everyone in your family—and in your second family. Stop feeling sorry and helpless, stop...
Although it is technically not my birthday anymore, I am officially a whole year older! Happy 20th birthday to me!
November 2011
13 posts
I'm sick.
Stayed in bed all day with a sore throat and an ear ache. If it’s not one thing keeping me indoors, it’s another. sheeesh.
Anyone got any Christmas gift ideas?!
I need to get gifts for:
- the boyfriend
- my mom and dad
- the boyfriend’s parents
- my two brothers
- my sister
- both my grandmothers
- my gypsy best friend
If anyone has any suggestions, please feel free to toss them my way!!!
10:01 AM
I suppose I should get out of bed and go apply for a job today. it’s just so damn cozy under my covers, and freezing everywhere else in my house… Oh the dilemmas
Law Abiding Citizen
Just watched the film “Law Abiding Citizen”, starring Jamie Fox and that dude from “300”. If you haven’t seen it, DO IT! The plot is a huge mindfuck with twists antd turns that totaly catch you off guard. The acting was superb and the characters really came through. I also really appreciated some of the camera techniques utilized in the film. Definitely on my top 10.
What to do, what to do
I’m torn. In every sense of the word, it is true. Since leaving UNH I have had to re-evaluate my entire life. What are my interests, what do I love to do, what am I passionate about, and most importantly- what can I do that will become a stable career, as well as make me happy. Today I had a bit of a revelation. I realized that I love art. I love to draw and I love to sculpt and I love to...
X = Me kicking your ass
Looking for a new TV show to get into?
Switch your channel to the show “Good Vibes” sometime. Its a cartoon on MTV based in California. The characters are colorful and relatable, not to mention the fact its hilarious. Just finished the pilot episode and I’m hooked. Be prepared for sexual references, a dick surf board, a short twitchy character that answers “Yes Pleaseeee!” to a ‘hot carl’...
There are so many damn sex related posts! Why is it that when I am unable to get some, everyone I follow posts GIFs of people Fucking!! Rule 3 of tumblr: If you are horny, odds are everyone else is and they will let you know it.
Fat fat fat
lose weight, lose weight, lose weight.
October 2011
10 posts
PARRRTAY!
tonight was soo fun! being poison ivy for Halloween was the best idea ever. I’m a little drunk and I’m in the canoodling mood. Wanna get busy! ;)
I miss my little puppy dog..
Oh Virginia.
I am currently sitting on the porch of my boyfriends house in Richmond, VA. The sounds of crickets and cars are ever present whilst I burn to the end of my cigarette. It is cold, chilly really, much colder than a new englander like myself would expect Virginia to be around this time of year. There are more people here, an obvious statement unless you are used to the occasional sign of life around...
Sometimes I really hate myself and this fucked up existence of a life I’ve gotten myself into.
Halloween Costume Decided!
I’m gonna be poison ivy! YEAHHHH
It is absolutely freezing in my house!
brrrr!
Rest in Peace Steve Jobs
You were an inspiration, a revolutionary, and a visionary.
September 2011
12 posts
After today I will officially be withdrawn from the University of New Hampshire. I feel good about it to an extent. Im going to love going home and seeing my family, and I’ll most likely enjoy getting a job. I know I’m going to miss my wonderful roommates, and my chill neighbors. This was a hard decision but I think I will be better for it. I hope.
Rest in Peace Troy Davis.
As far as I’m concerned, the execution of Troy Davis at 11:08 pm tonight was absolute murder. There was ZERO EVIDENCE tying Davis to the 1991 murder of an off-duty police officer. No murder weapon was found, six eyewitness statements were recanted, and still the man was put to death. Fuck the justice system, for it is anything but just!! Its a shame that Davis’s life was...
Adele- Right as Rain
Leaving.
I’ve decided to leave. It turns out that New Hampshire isn’t the place I thought it was. I’ve thought it through over and over and over again, and I think this is the right step. I admit it will be weird to be home at first, but I will get used to it. Plus, come January semester, I’ll most likely be going to SCSU for a concentration in jewelry. Who knows! The possibilities...
